crushinggggg!!!

what is it about him? damn it! im falling for his mysterious-ness. LOL!

twas fun while it lasted

if this is facebook, imma tag someone but eish. what a waste of time. after all, i am over him.....no? hehehe.



and yessss, here's the words to the track. got it off http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/ciara/mylove.html :)

I ride like a soldier
Put nothing before ya
Anything you ask
I'll be right there to do it
But if I react you tell me to relax
Too late to take it back
Cause boy you put me through it

This circular motion is all we do
I'm so sick of going back and forth with you
You should have been happy to have me
You said you wanted to have some kids build a family
(Now I)
Wish it wasn't true
It's killing me to do
What I gotta do
The problem here is you
Ain't nobody new not even my crew
Could take the place of you
The problem here is you

Cause if you only knew what I felt for you
You would have held on tighter
Fought a little harder
Been a little smarter and now you're gonna miss my love
And one day soon you'll see
You'll reach out for me
Boy you had a keeper
Didn't know how to treat her
Should have felt a little deeper and now you're gonna miss my love

Kick it with ya friends (go)
Go out with other chicks (go)
Be all up in the mix (go)
You got the right to do it
You wanna be a pimp
Be treated like a prince
Go 'head and click the switch
Cause now you got ya crown back

My hugs
My kisses
You know you're gonna miss it
And while you're tripping on the love we could have had
I'm moving on
I got to (and)
Ain't no looking back

Cause if you only knew what I felt for you
You would have held on tighter
Fought a little harder
Been a little smarter and now you're gonna miss my love
And one day soon you'll see
You'll reach out for me
Boy you had a keeper
Didn't know how to treat her
Should have felt a little deeper and now you're gonna miss my love
Boy you had a keeper, didn't know how to treat her
Should have felt a little deeper and now you're gonna miss my love

See boy
You had a keeper
But you didn't know
How to treat her

to whom it may concern:
cant help to relate this too most of what we had but twas fun while it lasted. and when it's done, cant help evaluating whether or not twas worth it. know u'll be great by her side. :)

all ICE on me!!

i havent been keeping track on how many days it hasnt rained here but damn it's been long since. damn man! the HEAT! imagine what'll be like in the desert! or is it just miri?

was in senadin this afternoon to pick up Nash, Atako and Peace. thought of going over to the drag race thingy in lutong. (PS: i was expecting cars!! GRRRRR) omg! ceridak! i reach there and i see bikes. so damn freakin disappointed. :( :( anyway, dun really mind tho.

but eish. when i drop them back home, if it wasnt for peace who noticed the open burning, i wouldnt have realise it was tht BAD! one in senadin itself, and as i was coming from senadin, another 2 on the way. fellow mirians, dont we realise the heat, the dryness and the ceridakness of sweating like a pig? and why some people still continue the burning? FFS, pleaseeeeee be bit more considerate la. we need tht fresh air when we wake up in the morning baaaa. not smoky smoky, hazy hazy and so damn freakin memedihkan mata type of air. :(

but anyway, kinda remind me of elementary school tho. back in primary 5, (gosh tht was in 1998), when open burning was really bad at the sarawak-indonesia border. tht time, heh! even to drive u cant see jack! and the smell was.... ugh!! so the ministry of education kinda gave us A WEEK "haze" break!! LOL!! i was sent to the longhouse @ tht time tho. grrrr!! :P

btw, i notice m talking pointlessly now. hehe. i excited baaa. want to see what my 1st post gon look like. :P but apa gunanya i make blog when i keep deleting them after 3 posts. hopefully this one would last la.

ps: pardon the "laaa"s and the "baaaa"s. just feel like being true iban all of the sudden.